So...
when I offered to host a send-off for Bruce & Alessandra, I insisted on a theme. 'Sail Away' was chosen and I was a happy camper since the VBS theme is 'Shipwrecked'! And thanks to VBS Director, Hallie, I had an anchor, palm trees, and a giant cardboard cutout of a ship with which to decorate. Mind you this ship is wrecked--so it wasn't exactly sailing anywhere--but close enough, right?
The party came and went (fun!), but as I folded up the 'Shipwrecked' cutout I knocked my television to the ground. The screen cracked and the television is toast. Stick a fork in it: It's done.
GRRR. I was so mad at myself. First: Why did I insist on a theme? Second: The ship was WRECKED. There would be no sailing in this ship. This cutout was the antithesis of the theme. Third: Why did I not catch the television as it plummeted to the ground? Fourth: Why?
Here's the culprit in all its destructive glory |
Have you ever been mad at yourself? Have you ever replayed a mistake or misstep ad infinitum? If only I'd NOT insisted on a theme; if only I'd caught the television, if only, if only, if only...and this was an accident. What about those times we're mad at ourselves for good reason? What about those times we say the wrong thing or do the wrong thing? GRRR. I can get so mad at myself. It can be hard to let go, to move on, to accept forgiveness.
The Bible theme of VBS is Jesus Rescues. Starting tonight (!) we have the privilege of teaching children that Jesus rescues us from loneliness, worries, struggles, and wrongdoing. And perhaps I'll have the opportunity to tell the kids Jesus also rescues us from our inability to let go of our mistakes and missteps--like snapping at someone, holding a grudge, or even something small in the grand scheme (for example: breaking a television). I'm grateful for this privilege.
See you this evening!
Thank you for this lovely reminder. I am one who, like you, tends to replay mistakes, especially public ones, and get upset with myself. Nice to know I'm not alone in this. Bless those kids... they are our hope for the future!
ReplyDeleteJon, You are certainly not alone. Let's pray for one another! Indeed: The kiddos are a hopeful look at the future. I hope all is well in your corner of the world.
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